I’m sure some people wonder why I post so much stuff, sometimes personal on here. Well it’s for a few main reasons. The irrational is; it’s my Facebook and fuck you i won’t do what you tell me haha delete button is easily accessible. But the rational is; I love going back through the months and years to see what I was thinking/feeling at different times. And I like to put my worst moments out there bc it gives me victory over them. If I put my worst out there for all to see, nothing anyone can do or say is worse than what I already went through so JUST BRING IT!! Holding it in gives the negativity power and strength, putting it out there means you can truly let it go. Thats why just simply talking to someone can be so therapeutic, it takes the power away from the negativity and gives it back to you. Having said that, let’s talk about 2014 haha what a weird year, a rollercoaster of good times and bad times.

The Good – Definitely made some great memories with family and friends this year. Landed an awesome job that not only lifts me up financially but lets me do what I love, got to help so many people this year, one of the best parts of my job. Had a great first trip to the ‘Couv including an all time Top 3 burger. Achieved some victories and gained even more crucial knowledge in the war of Good vs Evil. My theory about re-setting my physique worked like a charm and every day i wake up in the best shape of my life closer than ever to my goal. I can taste it haha This year i felt i became not smart, but ‘wise’. More connected to God & Jesus than ever. Feel like I have been a good help to my parents as they both deal with the struggles of PTSD, if i can’t be in a home I own i’d rather be here while I walk this path gettin my shit together and helping despite how it makes me look. But trust me I wake up everyday hoping it’s the day I get to take a big step forward. God needed things to go this way to make sure I received the truth & information I needed to make an impact.

The Bad – everyone goes through bad times but I really tried to turn every bad thing that came my way into a positive. My quest to find a Queen def belongs in this category this year haha Tried to connect with a pretty lady but hit the wall. Then I survived 1 of the worst, humiliating nights of life but came out of it with a reality check I desperately needed and with more strength than I thought possible. With the gift of hindsight I see why those had to happen, I had weaknesses about myself that needed to be addressed. God gave me an important task in life and I cannot fail, too much is at stake. Thats why he hammers me so hard and why he gave me the energy he did, I need to find a special woman to walk with me on this path and only a special woman will be able to punch through that energy and connect with me. A King needs a Queen. Took a step back out the game after that to get myself right.
Fantasy sports was brutal across all leagues and i’m not even gonna get into football. Sport select was especially cruel this year, easily over 100 tickets across the board 1 away from winning. NFL killed me, worst was losing perfect pools on last play of the game. It’s no secret i’m a huge wrestling fan, so watching WWE descend into a WCW-esque awfulness definitely sucked.

The Future – despite the bad and not being where I want to be in life, I feel fucking fantastic. If you can’t get through God’s tests, how can you ever expect to survive the Devils fiercest attacks? If you can’t get through the worst of times, you will not be ready for the best of times. Never felt mentally or physically stronger. My workout programs are full speed ahead and going great. I gained the knowledge and formulated the plans to keep my mind & body young for the next 100 years. I see a change to the Good happening in this world, I see victories for Good realized more and more. Not just people, but the right people are starting to wake up and seek and accept the truth about the world. More people than ever are coming back to the light of the Lord. As long as we keep fighting for Good, we will win this War. I feel 2015 is gonna be defined by change to the Good. No more wearing a mask and pretending for me. Gonna do what I know is right and let the consequences be damned.

I feel like me and God have been playing a game of Tetris. I’ve been at the bottom arranging the pieces and hope that i’ve done a good job and haven’t let God down. I think i have and have just been waiting for one last piece but he won’t throw it, just ones I don’t feel I need. But I suppose God really is throwing me the pieces I need, just not the 1 I want. So i’ll keep grinding and working trying to make things happen with the pieces he does throw me. But the second he throws me the one i have been waiting for… #TheWorldIsMine

So hopefully 2014 was good to you and 2015 is even better. It could be but it’s up to you, you have to work for it. Address your weaknesses and turn them into strengths. Be a Good person. Connect yourself to God & Jesus. I truly wish everyone on here nothing but Good things for 2015 and the future. I go through my friends list all the time and can say for sure that everyone on there is on for a reason. Even if we haven’t talked or seen each other in years, at some point we connected in a way that meant something to me and you can count on me as a loyal friend to the end. I hope the same would be returned to me from you. I don’t allow jealousy or negative thoughts to exist, like I say I wish the absolute best for all of you 🙂 #HappyNewYear