‘Sometimes you must follow in order to lead’ – that has been how i have lived life up to this point. Throughout life even as a kid I was told, people have always gravitated towards me and I would lead in certain situations but overall I wouldn’t take the lead. I’d hang back and wait for somebody else to do it and then contribute like that.
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And that is what it seems I have been doing with Christianity and truth hunting, I have enough information and leadership qualities to lead but have been waiting/hoping/praying for somebody else do it. I’ll be a great wingman as always but as tough as it is to admit, I’m afraid to take the lead. What if people put their trust in me and I fail? Well it’s time to stop being afraid of failing and have some faith in myself.
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When thinking about trying to step up as a leader I was hesitant bc I was thinking it might be narcissistic or a bad thing to declare yourself a leader as opposed to others doing it. But i’ve come to realize that if you are truly connected to God, you can have faith in yourself and what you can do bc He is You. I am a temple built and fortified by God but without Him I am nothing. If I am not walking on his path I am going nowhere. With Him I can change the world and give it back to Good people. There have been times when I start to doubt myself I hear Jesus voice almost screaming at me to Rise Up and trust in the strength God has given me.
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By stepping up as a leader, I’m asking people to listen to me. I spend just as much time thinking about how to fix things as I do hunting for truth so I’m ready to go. I’m not just exposing how the world is controlled without knowing how to fix it. I’m not going to expose the lies about Religion and spirituality without providing the truth. Now, whether people believe or not or whether they follow or not is not up to me, I just can’t sit back and wait for someone else to lead anymore. I have to try to lead. But I’m going to be posting everything I have so you will have plenty of information to go off. The time to unfollow or delete me is now if you don’t want it.
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I figure I’ll start with some truth before I get into spirituality. My journey started with 9/11 truth so thats where i’ll start. In 2005 I was sitting in my apartment in Brandon very bored and decided to see what all these 9/11 conspiracies were about. I thought it was bullshit but I was bored so I looked into it and fuck me i was blown away. It was a 20+ part series called ‘9/11 coincidence?’ on youtube and it rocked my world. With it all broken down like they did, it was impossible not to believe it. The evidence all pointed to the “conspiracies” actually being truth. Watch it if you are still a believer of the official story, you won’t be after. I have some smoking gun type arguments I pull out when talking about this but I’ll post those in a couple hours, need to go for a walk to clear my head.